Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Thanks..

Hi.. I think I have not been exactly a good friend.... I think I have hurt people around me... I want to thank some ppl around me... I wan to let my cell leader Chris know that although i don really say it.. i appreciate those things that you have done for me... all the small little things.. even things like breakfast.. sending me around... and those words of encouragements... i think i am really not the type of guy that you is a good fren ba... i am not up to your stnadard of fren... and i am very different from who you thought of as a good fren... i am sorry bout that... and sometimes.. i do hope that i can be a better fren... but i do care bout alot of things in my own ways... mhm... and i will nv forget wad you have done in this year... all the money that you have lent my brother.. i owe you that and i will pay you back no matter how long its going to take.. i know that words don mean anything.. but trust me.. i owe you this and i will pay you back.. i know that this is a hugh thing to you.. and i thank you for the trust and love you have shown me... I am so sorry that i cannot be the fren you wanted me to be... but please don think that you are taken for granted.. alot of times seeing you just remind myself of how much i owe you.. its not a small thing.. and sometimes i think this seems to overwhelm me alittle.. ya.. but i am learning to handle it ba... i really nv take you for granted...

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  1. |cemanJune 3, 2009 at 8:13 AM

    You know something.. I kept pondering - even if you cannot be this friend I think you are, will I still do every thing that I've done so far? Will I still take you as my best friend, despite everything?

    Yes.

    I chose to believe this since you started army.

    It's never a matter of how good we are, but a matter of whether we try to be that better friend - I'm not that fantastic also. I've disappointed you, I've hurt you before too. At times, I'm not that "good friend" that you might want in your life too.

    The last thing I would want you to feel is that you cannot and give up. You can. You did when you wrote this out. You tried when you gave me the "Thanks" medal, the clock, the birthdays. And I do know you do care a lot in your own special ways... a bit undercover, but yea. And I'm sorry that at times I fail to see it. (Make it more visible la! haha) Remember the "I will always hold your hands until you let go?".

    Personally, the money, as impt as it may be, it can be earned back. Struggle, yes. But it's nothing as important as how it is being used. If it cannot be returned, if it takes a lifetime, it's okay. You matter a gazillion times more than the money. Priceless.

    Since this is "public" - well, this is the public statement I have. You are and will always be my best (human) friend. Will you?

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