It's been a while since I last updated something on this blog... I think things at home are getting slightly better ba... After paying the money, there seems to be some peace at home...

So let me start with another thing... Just this weekend, I felt something that I nv felt before.. I felt as though something that meant quite a bit me got threatened.. There is that feeling that I am so useless and I cannot even do anything to protect it... Worst I am making things worst and felt quite lousy.. But eventually..I felt better after seeing that things are not as bad as I imagined it to be.. God I ask that you be the lord over it all and be the lord of my life.. God please come and let your peace reign in all that I am faceing.. God let your hands be with me and bless this important thing... God I ask that you come into my home and keep positive despite all that is happening... God watch over all of it..