So funny that I end up writing in this blog that I doubt anyone would read. After all, it is in a blog for a cell that, hmmm. is so different now. Everyone has grown up, some have left, some have been seeded up. While it seems that things has progressed, somehow in my heart there are still things not let go. Miss those times when I hangout so often with the guys. Enjoying the time with them whilst building lives. Those deliberate effort made by both sides to hang out with each other, hmmm. Somehow it's no longer like that any more? Just needing a place to rant. A place to let up to God. A place where I can only write a prayer and leave it in God's hands.